well oiled routine,
flirts in between children wanting attention;
collides with decisions.
By it's constancy,
adjustments to ever more appropriate subjects;
attitudes not quite so assuming
and matters less intrusive,
are forced,
reluctant,
self controls.
Quiet moments present themselves -
but there it is like a smug Buddha
niched in the stillness,
startling meditation
into moods more tremulous.
Somewhere along the way,
perhaps one of those hot dirt road days
or
a pious-lonely studious moment
i may have forged .. and became ... an ideal,
and it chimed,
sustained its note for so long
that
this inner siren tune
has sung me saturated
like burning pigment;
pure vein exposed under Time's erosion
slashed through Fate's dullish ore
of days
that have ground by,
of years gritted through
thinking to have abandoned youth
back behind on the road
along with certain other dreams .
o' youth
when we were young
there were princes and princesses,
our shy beauty shone .
These roads and their dust have entered since,
they have cracked delicate flesh and
coated all fresh lusts with travel grime.
Years have grizzled delights
just short of cynical,
despite this
faithful aged delusions
have me still
penning drivel
and
i can do nothing about it
but
resign myself to the inspirational merit,
resist the urge to wonder what it is
that has endured
along with my wunderlust;
hang out the washing to dry and
renew my subscription
to the Dirt Road Heritage Society.
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