and now?

  and now there is the need to write, of what?  well ... 

 there is the uncertain core at the heart of all relations

- the fact of your self as a noun ... whether you be weightless or an encumbered mass at this moment  ... to write of that interpersonal difference which the intimations of all else and all other hang upon ... the only frame you or anyone has to themself ... that intricate fractal of lace-being ... those complexities of meaning and conjecture and memory ... the absolutes and the universals ... the harmonics.